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Wednesday, March 2, 2011

The Detox Continues...



Friday Feb 25  Detox Day 10

Ahhh…that extra 40 mins of sleep and the chiro adjustment has made all the difference! I almost feel ‘normal’. If only I could sleep for another 2 hrs! Sigh… We decided to drive into work today. G is working back and I thought it might be nice to drive home instead of catching the train.

For the first day in ages, everyone who was supposed to be in the office- was in! It made the day so much more manageable! I didn’t get as much work done as I had planned on, because I just can’t seem to focus like I used to.  I’m hoping that will change by next week.

I brought some pea protein powder and a shaker to work. I didn’t have time to make a proper lunch and I wanted to be sure I had enough protein for my mid-day meal. I added 200mls of soy milk and gave it a good shake! Man, does it ever thicken up!! With just a little apprehension, I popped the lid and took a sip.

Wow—very pleasantly surprised!! It was almost as thick as a McDonald’s thick shake and it tasted quite nice!! I think I could actually drink this stuff!  Too groovy!

I sent a msg to J to let her know that I had picked up the supplements we talked about. I mentioned that I was feeling scattered and struggling a bit with craving for steak and cheese. She suggested it might just be that there are some toxins cruising around in my body. Nothing that exercise and sweating ‘em out couldn’t fix!

I laughed and told her that I intended to give the toxins a run for their money on the treadmill tonight.  I wasn’t kidding! I increased the length of the workout from 32 mins to 40 mins and I promised myself that I would run each 8km/hr interval!

Unbelievable! I ended up running for 17.5minutes out of 40!! I have never run that long before in my life! And before tonight, I would not have believed it was even possible! Now I just need to get in to the groove and keep at it. Pretty soon I’ll be able to do intervals between 8kms/hrs & 10kms/hr!! Even my feet were burning by the end of it! Proof that I pushed myself tonight. I’m very impressed with myself.

It’s a very cool way to end Day 10 of the Detox!


Thursday Feb 24 Detox Day 9

Last night was crazy.  After the Fringe, we had to deal with a Huntsman (spider) in the backroom. They’re harmless –mostly, but still unnerving to see –especially for me. Daddy Longlegs back in Canada are about as spidery as I’m used to! Didn’t know until I moved to Australia, that Daddy Longlegs have a deadly venom, but fortunately for humans, they don’t have fangs that can penetrate our skin. 

By the time we sorted out the spider, it was 11.15pm. Then I had to go hunting for the cat who had escaped when I opened our front door. It was past 11.30 when I finally turned out the light.

The alarm went off at 5.21am. I so did not want to get out of bed. Sleep is a rare commodity these days and I’d give anything to roll over and sleep until I woke up of my own accord. Alas, today is not a day for sleeping. I crept out of bed and into the bathroom to get changed into my workout gear.  Bags packed, lunch organized, banana and sunflower seeds at the ready, I slung what I could over my shoulder and made my way to the car.

2 new people joined us for group today! I struggled this morning. I’m not sure if it’s lack of sleep, the detox diet or what, but I don’t seem to have the strength or endurance that I had 2 weeks ago! And, the temptation to simply sit down and cry half way through the squat jumps was almost over-whelming. But, I held myself together.

Craving cheese and steak today. Last week seemed pretty straightforward. I was all prepared for it to be hard and awful and I was pleasantly surprised.  But, it’s obviously catching up with me this week.  Even my skin seems worse this week. Must be the release of all those toxins. Sigh… oh well. I’m sure it will be worth it in the end.

The past 2 Thursdays have been particularly trying at work. I can’t seem to focus and I’m easily distracted. Bet a coffee would sort me out! These ‘soy dandies’ (dandelion and chicory root coffee replacement ‘tea’ with soy milk) just do not have the same pick-me-up effect!!

After work, it’s back to Crows Nest to see the Chiropractor. I have some time to kill before my appointment, so I sauntered into the local health food shop. J & I have been talking about adding supplements to my diet. L-Carnitine is an amino acid that helps with weight loss. Essential Fatty Acids (in the form of fish oils) are great for heaps of things including weight loss. And, both J & V have suggested that I increase my protein intake- as protein helps to build lean muscle mass. Lean muscle burns fat.  So, I walked out of the shop with all 3 items! My body might be healthier, but my bank account sure isn’t!!

Snap, crackle, pop! And it’s time to head back across the bridge towards home.

Figured I would give the pea protein powder a try. Added 25 g (which is actually quite a bit) to my yogurt. It thickened it to almost a malt consistency. It didn’t taste too bad, actually.  Sure was filling though.

I stayed up long enough to watch the first 10mins of Desperate Housewives, and then I headed for bed. I can always watch the rest tomorrow!

Wednesday Feb 23  Detox Day 8

Woke up feeling marginally better than I did yesterday. My hip is still giving me grief, so I rang to book in for an adjustment tomorrow.  Better to be safe than sorry. I want to be able to make the most of the next 2 weeks! My birthday goal deadline is coming up fast and I want to lose as much as I can! If I can make it an even 17kgs, I’ll be thrilled!! I will still fall 8kgs short of my original goal, but it will be way better than I could have imagined!

Work wasn’t too bad today. I ended up getting stuck on a phone call and finished 20mins past the end of my normal shift. Fortunately, I’ve got college tonight so I wasn’t late for any after work appointments! By the time I found a park, I still had 30 mins before class started.

I decided to head into the Nature Care CafĂ© for a slice of sprouted rye bread with tahini and honey and a dandelion tea with soy milk.  I placed my order and was delighted when the barista called out my order : small soy dandy. That’s going to be my nickname for my daily beverage from here on in! It sure beats calling it a dandelion & chicory root coffee replacement tea with soy milk!! 

Half way through my sprouted rye bread, I discovered a date! Oh well, surely 1 or 2 dates can’t impact my detox diet too much! I like the sprouted rye bread. It’s sort of like eating a giant bran muffin! It’s really dense and very filling! However, it doesn’t appear to feel the same about me! My guts were feeling full and uncomfortable so I left a couple of bits on the plate and hoped that it wouldn’t cause me too much discomfort during class.

Class was brilliant! The role plays were fantastic! I learned heaps from watching my classmates handle ‘tricky’ clients! Experiential learning is vastly different to learning from a book. I’m thoroughly enjoying this term so far!

After a quick stop at Franklins to restock our dwindling supply of bananas, it was home for supper and an episode of the Fringe. As much as I wanted to stay up and watch the second episode, I wisely decided to head to bed. However, sleep was not forthcoming! Instead, we had to wrestle with a Huntsman spider! Sigh…

Tuesday Feb 22 Detox Day 7  Week One COMPLETE!

Oh wow! How sore am I feeling today!!! My buttocks, back and shoulders feel almost bruised. I know this will settle in a couple of days, but man, is it ever sore today. I did sleep better after my chiro adjustment. My hip seems a little better.

I emailed V & J to see what we could do about tonight’s PT session. I didn’t want to back out, so I asked if there were exercises I should avoid altogether or do differently to make sure that I didn’t aggravate my hip and lower back.

When I rocked up to the Centre, it was full of people! J and I settled in behind the desk and went through my diet journal and my experience of the detox diet. I told her that it wasn’t as difficult as I thought it would be – once I got over the caffeine withdrawals! I miss having fruit with my yogurt in the mornings, and lunches are more complicated. I can’t just throw something together at the last minute. 

J gave me some tips on how to make lunches easier. We discussed other sources of protein (I’m really missing red meat- not that I eat it often, but I think now that I’m restricted, I want it out of spite!). J suggested that I add some eggs and more lentils and veggies to my diet.  In addition, she also thought it might be a good idea to try a pea protein powder. It’s gluten free, for one thing. And it’s in a form that is readily absorbed by the body.  I think she sold me on it when she reminded me that protein builds lean muscle, and lean muscle is a very effective fat burning machine.

J even showed me groovy app for my iPhone called gomeals! It has a large database of foods and their compositions. So, I can select a food, and it already has the carbs, proteins, etc  listed so that I can keep track of what I’m eating! Too cool!

By the time we finished talking, our hour was almost up! So, J took my measurements. Still losing centimetres! Hooray!! Progress! Since we hadn’t done any exercise, I agreed to hop on the treadmill when I got home.

I was still dressed in my workout gear when we got home, so hopping on the treadmill was easy. I’m loving the new interval program that I found! It’s brilliant.  Despite my lower back, I decided I’d give jogging a try! So, each time the speed jumped up to 8kms/hr, I stepped up my pace! And, most of the time, I was able to jog for the full 2 min interval! I was pretty darn impressed with myself!!

Then it was salmon for dinner and time to watch Packed to the Rafters!

Monday Feb 21 Detox Day 6

Hmmmm it’s Monday. The start of another 5 day work week and counseling. Normally I look forward to counseling, but I’m feeling a little apprehensive today. I haven’t been able to shake our last session. Should be interesting.

I’m impressed with myself for sticking to the detox on a weekend where we had S staying with us! For the past few months, it’s been hard enough to stick to my normal diet when she’s around, let alone one that’s much more restrictive! Only one more day and I’ll have survived my first whole WEEK!! Now that’s discipline!!

I don’t know why I worry about counseling. I should know by now that regardless of what happens, we’ll always be able to sort things out.  We started out a little rocky, but V is very patient and persistent. It didn’t take long for the air to be cleared and for us to get back on track.

As tough as this counseling gig is, I am so grateful that I have V to help me sort through my stuff.  I can’t imagine trying to do it on my own.

My hip and lower back are really giving me grief. I’m pleased that I thought ahead and booked a massage to fill in the time between counseling and my chiropractic appointment.

R is a great massage therapist! His table was so comfortable that I almost fell asleep whilst he was massaging my legs. That changed quick-smart as soon as he progressed to my gluts and my lower back. Then I was WIDE awake…and griping the edges of the table! Things did not improve when he made his way up to my neck and shoulders. I knew I was going to be sore the next day, but I was hoping that it would make my chiro adjustment easier.

My chiro was a little unimpressed that it had been almost 3 months since my last visit, but he was quick to do what he could for me. My right hip didn’t click quite as much as we had hoped, so he told me to wait until Wednesday, and if the pain was still present, to book in for an appointment on Thursday.

Between the adjustment and the residual effects from the massage, it was a bit of an uncomfortable drive home. 

Monday, February 28, 2011

Week 1 of the Detox Diet


Saturday Feb 19  Day 4

We made it just in time! I scouted the gymnasium to see if I could spot S, but she was no where to be seen. When they did arrive, S was not dressed in her gymnastics gear. C told us that S wasn't feeling well today and wasn't up to doing gymnastics. Both of us clarified with S that she was still interested in doing gymnastics - just not today. It was important to do this, because today was the deadline for paying for the term. 

I was disappointed that we wouldn't be able to watch S do her thing, but it did mean that we would have a little extra time together. I hope that isn't the reason that S decided not to participate today.  

We have another brunch date in Newtown with our good friend today. We've packed some movies to keep S entertained whilst we chat. K was lovely enough to make it 'Detox Diet' friendly! I brought my own GF bread and helped myself to 3 poached eggs on toast, steamed spinach and some plain yogurt. It was very difficult to pass up the freshly toasted croissants! They're one of my favourite things- especially with butter! K even had some home-made strawberry jam to go with it! Torture!! 

Coffee. It's everywhere. Good thing I brought my dandelion & chicory root 'coffee replacement' tea. Fortunately, K had soy milk that I could add. All in all, we had a wonderful visit and a wonderful meal. The star of our brunch was Lola the puppy! She's a tiny black pug with the best personality! All of us thoroughly enjoyed playing with her.

Gosh, I'm so tired. We headed home to relax and watch some TV.  S picked a movie and we settled ourselves on the couch. Without caffeine and sugar to artificially stimulate me, I was unable to keep my eyes open. I'm not normally a cat-nap kind of girl, but man, did it feel good today!

S was just as tired as me. A quick bath, dinner and a story and she was in bed. G and I weren't far behind her!


Friday Feb 18  Day 3

I don't know if it's just me, but man, am I ever ravenous!! I'm not eating anything that I'm not supposed to be eating.  But when it comes to snack and meal time, please don't stand between me and my food! I'm so hungry! 

I don't seem to be as thirsty as I was before. It's getting harder and harder to get down my 3 litres per day. Most days, I'm lucky to polish off 2. Sometimes, I manage only 1. Very strange. I figured on a detox diet, my body would crave more water to help it clean things out. 

At least the caffeine withdrawal headache seems to have disappeared and I'm able to function at work. I still don't get as much work done as I wanted. Oh well, it's a start.

We caught the train in to work today to save money on parking. So, we strolled through the park on our way to the station. It's a nice 7 minute walk from where I work. 

Home for dinner and an early night. We have to be up early tomorrow morning to head over to Castle Hill to watch S do gymnastics. I could sure do with a sleep in!


Thursday Feb 17 Day 2

Ok, so all of that good stuff that I was feeling yesterday- where is it!? I’ve only just opened my eyes and already my head hurts.  It’s hard enough to get out of bed on Thursday mornings when I’m feeling ok. Today it was especially tough.

J has organised new circuits.  I glance around the room apprehensively. Warm up, stretches and then J leads us through the new circuits:

Tricep:
Hip ext with tiny ball between the knees- totally feel this in the groin and inner thigh
Back extension: on the weight bench
Triceps dips- 20!! How am I going to do 20?
Standing row- leading with the elbows
Jump squats
20 squat & hold for 5 secs

Biceps:
Biceps curls on the ball one leg up, both arms simultaneously
Semi lunge and shoulder press
Hamstring curls
Push ups (on my knees)
Ice skating
Steps with weights

Oh heavens. I feel awful. Part of me wants to plop down onto the floor and burst into tears. Instead, I swallow hard and imagine the impact crying would have on my throbbing headache.  This must be the beginning of the caffeine withdrawals that I expected yesterday. Not good.

I feel like death warmed over even after my hot shower at work.  This doesn’t bode well for the rest of the day. I can’t focus on a task for any length of time. I feel scattered and vague. Oh what I'd give for a coffee! How am I going to cope tonight? G & I are celebrating Valentine's Day tonight with dinner out and a movie. I hope I can get it together for that!

By the time we get to our special cafe, the thought of having a decaf soy latte is perking me up a little. There's not much I can eat. In the end, I chose pan fried salmon with roast veggies with rocket salad (no dressing). It paled in comparison to G's chicken schnitzel with fries and salad (with dressing)! But the hardest bit was watching her drink a REAL coffee! 

I Am Number Four. I don't think it quite takes over from Harry Potter and Twilight (like the reviews suggested) but it was a neat movie! I enjoyed it! And, I suppose I'm even looking forward to the sequel.  Most of all, it was wonderful to spend the evening with G. It seems like it's been ages since we've had time out together.  Perhaps 'Date Night' should be on the menu more often!


Wednesday Feb 16 Day 1  Dr Joshi’s Holistic Detox Diet (check it out or google it!)

And so it begins. Day 1 of the detox. What on earth am I going to have for lunch? After rummaging around in the fridge, I settled on tossed salad with lemon juice, raw carrots and 2 slices of gluten free (GF) bread toasted.  Should be an interesting 3 weeks!

My morning coffee. Let’s see, I could have a decaf soy cappuccino. No. Strike that. Not allowed to have the chocolate sprinkles. Got it! Large decaf soy latte! Sold!!  Then, a mug of hot water with lemon juice when I get to work.

Missing my usual Jalna, but now that I’m on the full cream plain version, I know that I’ll survive. The fat-free plain was too much of a change. Even with muesli, honey and a banana, I could hardly stomach it!

Well, I survived my first day at work on the detox diet. Now I’ve just got to psych myself up for tonight’s role play! I have to play a manipulative client. It should be interesting!

Our role plays were fantastic! It’s amazing how much we learn both as part of the role play and as observers! I think this term is going to be very interesting, very challenging and very educational!

Home in time for The Fringe and a late dinner.


Tuesday  Feb 15 – last day before detox

This is it-the last day of my diet. Who would have thought that I would be sad to be off this diet? Certainly not me. But when I think about the restrictions of the new Detox Diet, I’m already filled with nostalgia for the ‘diet’ food that I’m no longer ‘allowed’ to eat.

What will be left if I can’t eat: gluten, dairy, sugar, caffeine, red meat and alcohol?? I told J that I’m happy to give up alcohol—after all, I almost never drink! Giving that up would be easy! Caffeine, on the other hand, is going to be killer! Right now, a cup of tea at night or that first morning coffee.  Sigh. They are the highlights of my day!

I’m not keen to give up gluten and dairy either.  Gluten lurks in the weirdest of places!  And if it’s gluten free, odds are it has dairy and/or sugar. Oh well, I’m still open to the idea. After all, it’s only for 3 weeks, or 21 LONG days! Let’s see what J has to say.

The Centre was full of people so we huddled around the front desk to chat quietly. We talked about things that I ‘could’ eat. That seemed to change something in my head. I’d been focussing heaps on the food that I wouldn’t be able to eat.

The time passed very quickly! Before we knew it, it was almost 6pm and we hadn’t even stretched! J took my measurements and I hopped on the scales. The scales are different to the ones I’ve got at home, so I try not to pay too much attention to what it says. The measurements are looking good. J is pleased.

If tomorrow is ‘D’ day, then I’d best head off to Woollies to pick up some supplies: soy milk, rice pasta, salmon, lemons, veggies, bananas,  Jalna yogurt without any fruit flavouring, and more dandelion & chicory root tea –hyped as a great caffeine-free coffee replacement. Even shopping is different. I spent most of my time reading labels! It’s like watching a foreign film with subtitles. It is tiring and time-consuming.

Just in time for Packed to the Rafters. So tired.

MONDAY FEB 14  VALENTINE’S DAY

Happy Valentine’s Day!!

My dance card is jam-packed today! The alarm goes off at 5.20am – even though it’s my day off and I could simply roll over and go back to sleep, I’ve decided to put in an extra day of group PT.  I got ready in the bathroom and made my way out to the kitchen.  Poking out of my black bag was a red envelope. Then G padded down the hallway to give me a big Valentine’s Day cuddle.

Not to be outdone, I handed her a red jacket book on The Strand –a beautiful, old historic building in downtown Sydney. G was surprised and touched! A great start to the commercialised celebration day of Love.

It was weird to be at the Centre on a Monday! It was a good work out! We went back to the original circuit that I started with. Man! I sure felt it in the arms!! 3 mins of Bliss. Then I had a quick chat with J about out upcoming Detox diet. I’ve been stressing about it for the past couple of days, and as it approaches, I’m becoming more and more apprehensive.

J eased my mind and told me that we’d talk more about it on Tuesday. She mentioned that she has a few things that she wants to clarify and re-iterated that we’d be doing it together. That made me feel better.

Cruising against traffic, I made my way home to shower and prepare for the next task on my schedule.  No time for breakfast. Gotta get to Parramatta by 9.30 to drop the car off for its scheduled service.

Just made it! Plan for the rest of the day while I’m waiting for the car to be ready? Hanging out at Parramatta Westfields (huge shopping centre). First on the agenda? Buy a ticket to a movie, grab a coffee and get something to eat for breakfast. But, it didn’t quite go to plan. I ended up with a latte (no sugar) and a small popcorn for breakfast! Not ideal, but not a bad way to indulge before the Detox diet begins on Wednesday.

The movie was ok, but I’m glad I only spent $9 on it. Then I sat for a while to play Plants vs Zombies on my iPhone.  I downloaded it a couple of days ago and I’m hooked! Unfortunately, it does suck the juice out of my battery. Off to JB HiFi to browse through cds, movies and iPhone accessories.

I only have 20% battery charge left and I still haven’t heard from the car service centre. Off to the food court. It took me a bit to decide on what to have, but I finally settled on a Mexican beef wrap. Tasted almost like a fajita. Yum! I scouted the food court until I sourced a table that was close to a power point. I finished my lunch and settled in to continue my game of Plants vs Zombies while my phone charged.

I had an interesting chat with the driver of the courtesy car. He told me about his plans for Valentine’s Day and other things that he had done to surprise his wife. I was so engaged that I felt a real sense of disappointment that I wouldn’t know the ending to tonight’s surprise.

Home for dinner, TV and some quality time with my Valentine.